I was bored one late night and thought it would be interesting to create a fictional journal, Talking about issues, events and situations that I really don’t have, creating a life I really don’t live and a character created from elements of myself and other people. I just want to mess around and try something different.
Episode One: “Lust” by Aidan Payne – 09/22/12
I was then helplessly drowning in a pool of my own regrets, created by the events that occurred in between the walls of my four-corner bedroom. The street lamp outside slightly illuminated the room, but everything seemed to get darker as I laid there, on the left side of the bed, thinking about the long-term damage that would come as a result of my actions.
It was some time around four in the morning, and about twenty minutes had passed since her and I had engaged in a form of careless sex that we both weren’t familiar with. I was never the type of guy that could sleep with any ol’ woman, and even though we’d known each other for three and a half years, she still felt like a stranger to me while resting on the right side of the bed. That was due to the limitations of our relationship. There was only the little details I was privileged to know about her, coming out of small talk and such. The circumstances had recently changed completely, since she had recently separated from her husband– my brother. Continue Reading