I woke up in a cold sweat, sometime around two o’clock in the morning, after having that repetitive dream of me looking at my friends and family, calling for help as I began to drown in a shark infested ocean… That’s when you called, and I cant lie, Hearing your voice put me in a state of comfort I hadn’t been in since the first few weeks of us sleeping in the same bed. I remember laying there as our foreheads touched, believing that you and I at that exact moment was the only important thing in my life, and it was. It really was.
Now we fast forward to a year later, and I’m put into an abyss by the sound of your voice. You take me places when you speak, smile, or when you love through your eyes. You did then and you do now. In a matter of seconds, I began to think of the time we shared, enjoying life as we made it, sitting around planning the future, listening to each other as no one else would. Damn I miss that, I need that, I feign for it still.
I must admit, I was never able to love another again like I loved you, and I swear sometimes it seems as if I died when our relationship ended. Damn, When I finally mature and understand things is when it’s too late, and now we are so far apart, and it’s been that way for so long, too long. Time away from you feels like a prison bid, and I lost count of the time served on the first day. Continue Reading